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Hello again, deviantArt people. Time for an update - which is less of an update and more of a rambling recount of thoughts and events.

1. I'm being annoyed by bad poetry on dA. The kind of poetry that gets to the front page and gets 3,843 views and 186 favourites and three critiques with four and a half or five stars, and three pages of gushing comments. The kind of poetry that's about love and ribs and writer's angst, that says nothing and regurgitates a cliche a line. Perhaps I shouldn't be annoyed. Perhaps I should be glad that poetry follows the general rule of dA - that most stuff that gets to the front page is shallow and very much loved by teenagers. I should be flattered that my poetry doesn't get there. But really, why does the bad, shallow, meaningless stuff get so much love?

2. I've set up a blog (another blog?) - but this time I write about thoughts and feelings and events, not fandom and squealsome things. It's called The Non-Adventures Of... and so far I've mused on insomnia, feminism, tantrums, and the inevitability of children vomiting. Seriously, check it out. You might enjoy it. If you're more in a fannish mood you can look at my other blogs, but it seems that Peter Graves and Route 66 are niche interests ;-)

3. I'm still in a photographic mire, and can't take a nice shot.

4. I'm still being anonymously harassed by 'someone' (we know who it is) continually calling the authorities to tell them how we neglect our children. Most recent stunt is to post a newspaper clipping through the door with pieces highlighted to tell us how we are cruel and lazy and neglect our dog. Next up? Who knows? It would be far easier if they didn't do it, because it upsets our lovely health workers to have to keep coming to us about these things, when they know our children are fine. But I get a lot of poetry writing out of it ;-)

5. I'm building up to writing another based-on-real-cases story for the North Wales Mental Health Research Project, but I don't have my notes to hand right now. Very annoying. I want to get started. My last story was about a woman who killed her young daughter. My next will be about a man whose first sign of madness was to keep his hat on in Chester Cathedral. A very Victorian problem. There's a hope that these stories will eventually be published in an anthology.

6. I haven't been uploading enough poetry recently, but I have been trying to write a poem a day since early January. I upload all of them on my regular facebook and my tumblr, and some of them on my author facebook page. Some of them are good. Some of them are not.

7. I've lost a stone in weight since I started exercising every day a month or two ago. :boogie:

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  • Mood: Love
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  • Reading: Midnight's Children - Salman Rushdie
  • Watching: Jonathan Creek
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  • Eating: Chocolate
  • Drinking: Tea

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=Aconitum-Napellus
Anna Reynolds
Artist | Professional | Literature
United Kingdom
This is me. I am socially inept. I write. I used to read (before children). I can translate Anglo-Saxon. Sometimes I paint. And I take a lot of photos.

I also write yummy Star Trek: TOS fiction
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Current Residence: Conwy Valley, Wales, Print preference: Times New Roman, Favourite genre of music: Folk, acoustic, baroque, indie etc etc etc, Favourite photographer: anything in National Geographic, Favourite style of art: Again, there are so many..., Operating System: Heart, lungs, brain, MP3 player of choice: ipod, Shell of choice: Multicoloured snail, Wallpaper of choice: William Morris, Skin of choice: Vellum, Favourite cartoon character: Mutley, Personal Quote: "Never go hedging with a sledgehog" - Little Grey Rabbit's Christmas
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Should I bother uploading any more of my nanowrimo novel? 

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Nano Day 011.

His birth was one of the first things that Anwen remembered. The beginning of her life in memory began with the beginning of his. Idwal was her anchor.

Truth be told, she did not remember his actual birth. She had no real memory of him slipping into the world, inevitable and streaked with blood. She recalled the long, slow months of her mother's pregnancy. She remembered the growing, physical thing that held her separate from her mother, that pushed her away, an anthill growing day by day beneath her mother's clothes. As ominous as an anthill. As unwanted.

She remembered the careful explanations, the clearing out of the small room at th
The Thin HoursI.

Those of us here in this skeleton time,
this time of the year when the nights are thin
and dark, and dark with anxiety, peeling
as layers of an oyster shell, brittle and effaced
and somehow iridescent.
When the bell tolls out the time the sound is thin
and reaches into fractured air and softly
seeks the spaces between the atoms and
misses the vital Os and CO2s in a lasting,
failed pinball. The bell sound dies in
some space between midnight and thereafter,
and each tock tock of slipping cogs is
a repeat and not a moving on.
The air is filled with each dull sound,
each tock a repeat and a repeat again. And the
slip betwee
Continental DriftI suppose you call this time fall.
It’s always autumn to me. Your alien mind
likes to speak in a distorted tongue.
And when we see the spinning leaves
drifting down an eggshell sky
I catch oak, and your hands are empty.
There half the houses stand empty,
you say as you watch rain fall.
There the world is bigger than the sky,
with room for my restless mind.
I know you pine for maple leaves,
for bittersweet syrup on your tongue.
The words are waiting to leave your tongue.
This land is small and your heart is empty.
That’s why everyone ups and leaves.
This place is paradise after the fall,
There you can be naked. No one would mind,
no one would see you bare yourself to the sky.
Through the window is my perfect sky,
the places that come easy to my tongue,
If we left maybe no one would mind
but me, I say. But if your land is empty
who would catch me in your wondrous fall?
If your land is perfect, wha




A Parody?Good poetry, it seems,
Is lists.

Lists of facts.
I love you.
I despise you.
I eat an orange, peeled from
north to south, every Sunday.

Lists of randomness.
An eagle, broken in its nest.
A doll with its arms torn off.
The sound of a man swallowing,
Who has just murdered a cat.

Good poetry, is seems,
Is anatomy.
Ribs, white, cradling a bloody heart
Like a new-born child.
Love, composed of
Sweat, and
       Skin
            Evisceration
                     The final day of
     The Somme
burning in his eyes.

I shall insert      a caesura
(or should it be a caesarean?)
in which the child died
in which the mother rea
Nano Day 02******

He grew like a young tree, like a pig fed on milk and molasses. Anwen watched him, unaware of her own growing, unaware of the maturity that was fed into her with this new, helpless thing in the house.

Her mother and father called him Idwal. For those first few weeks Anwen's time with him was limited. Her mother kept to her bed, and, once the midwife was gone, kept the baby close beside her, persuading her husband to move the Moses basket into their bedroom so that she could lie near him, could sleep when he slept and wake before he awoke. When he cried, his mother picked him up, wrapped in his wrappings, and nestled him to her breast
Of Virginia WoolfYou filled your pockets with stones,
a seed-sower sowing nothing,
nothing to cast away.

It must have been cold as you went down.
The bite of March water
must have brought blood
rushing in panic to your skin.
A gasp, perhaps,
as your chest submerged.
(Were you beyond gasping?
Were you so far behind the veil?)

And then the silence.
The hiss of water against the ears,
the stirred up mud against your startled eyes.
The water cold in your palms
and cold in your unravelling hair
and cold through your clothes
to your naked skin. And
the weight inside would hold you,
stronger than stones.

You stood, perhaps, for a time,
a naiad
The Thin HoursI.

Those of us here in this skeleton time,
this time of the year when the nights are thin
and dark, and dark with anxiety, peeling
as layers of an oyster shell, brittle and effaced
and somehow iridescent.
When the bell tolls out the time the sound is thin
and reaches into fractured air and softly
seeks the spaces between the atoms and
misses the vital Os and CO2s in a lasting,
failed pinball. The bell sound dies in
some space between midnight and thereafter,
and each tock tock of slipping cogs is
a repeat and not a moving on.
The air is filled with each dull sound,
each tock a repeat and a repeat again. And the
slip betwee
To Darwin, on Hearing of the 22 ChronometersDid the ticking drive you mad?
Twenty two clocks to tie you
to Greenwich, to the damp land,
to the paved streets and spires
and the blank glazed windows
of progress and age?  Did time
become fathoms deep, and the
dwindling abyss transform to
thoughts of deep, deep time?
The blind eyes of bottom dwellers,
the feelers of those that survived,
the wellings of primordial soup
perhaps flavoured your thoughts.

(you never saw them. We know
you never saw the elemental broth,
the creatures like to dinosaurs
in a Blackpool of phosphorescence.
But the mystery, perhaps. The thought
that things exist beyond your imagining.
The thought t
In Your Bee BoxI suppose my mind is your box of bees.
The noise outside is nothing. But,
caught in my tight-boned skull. Caught,
the buzz breeds. Vibrates. A saw against my bone.
Trepanning makes the most sense. Somehow
we will let your bee cloud free. Somehow
we will unstop this trap and loose your bedlam
of angry wings rubbing on wings, the words
of women, the chatter of children, the low,
low hum of men in their wise assurance.
The smell of venom is a thought inside. It
reeks in here, an acid smell between those wings.
Right now my skull is your tight wood box,
the world a shrill of vengeful mouths. Your hands,
your thick-gloved hands that
ShellsEach wave hissed across the shingle. Each wave flattened itself out in a dying puff of foam and then fell back into the greatness of the sea, dragging the smoothed-out stones with it. How many years must it take for those fist-sized pebbles to become sand? How long?
Frances raised her eyes to the grey sky and wondered about God above those clouds. There were men who said that God’s hand had no place in all of this. There were men that said we had come from apes, step by step, like a boulder being polished by the sea until it was a smooth and perfect fist-sized stone. Those men said that six thousand years was impossible. Six million years was impossible. They said that time was so deep it was like looking into the arc of the heavens and never knowing how far away the deepest darkness was.
Those clocks that ticked on board ship, that spelt out longitude and latitude to anxious sailors, that measured the greatness of the globe – there were not enough ticks in all of the clo
On Washing Up on an Autumn DayElbow deep, water warm.
There is a squeak to ceramic,
a smooth slip, soap and cloth,
and fingers pink with work.
Eyes on the sky through glass,
on elder offering berries to birds,
on rain washed grass, and terry towelling
hung as a surrender to life and love.
And the thought in your mind,
open like palms held to the sun,
that the water and soap, the berries
and the translucent sky, are no less you
than flesh and bone. The air in your throat
no less you than birds uplifted by wind.
The world begins at your feeling fingers,
a Möbius strip in your hands.
On Recursive ThoughtsThis curve of bone no more than
a whitened hive. Inside,
legs, jointed. How these feet catch
and scratch and cling,
a claw in each synapse,
a voice for each and every touch.
A why and why again.
A gauze of wings, held up,
a gauze before my eyes, a misted world,
those stick-dry veins blurred and close.
Somewhere the scent of venom,
the sharpness caught behind my skull.
Each needle-sting a thought and thought again,
a layering up, another string of words,
another cascade of loosened thoughts, a buzz
of voices with their tired whys.
One day I may open this hive-mouth
and watch the exodus go by.

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~NimueEscada Apr 21, 2013  New member Student Photographer
You have just an adorbale photogalery...I really love to go through your photos...
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=Aconitum-Napellus Apr 30, 2013  Professional Writer
Thank you very much :-)
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*williamfdevault Dec 28, 2012  Professional Writer
Thank you for the fave! :blackrose:
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=Aconitum-Napellus Jan 2, 2013  Professional Writer
You're welcome :-)
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Thank you for the fave! :)
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=Aconitum-Napellus Dec 21, 2012  Professional Writer
You're welcome :-)
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~AnnaMarie2013 Dec 20, 2012  Student General Artist
I don't know if you know this already, but just in case I wanted to let you know this site [link] has linked to your art. [link]? This journal talks more about it.
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=Aconitum-Napellus Jan 18, 2013  Professional Writer
Thanks for letting me know :-)
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~AnnaMarie2013 Jan 18, 2013  Student General Artist
Sure. :)
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